Friday, December 24, 2021

CHECKERBOARD TORUS

MATRIX RESURRECTIONS (2021)


Gnosticism and Buddhism in The Matrix - Annotated Edition
http://debunkingdeath.blogspot.com/2015/10/gnosticism-and-buddhism-in-matrix.html

The Moon is the debris of a spacecraft? - David Icke - Saturn & The Moon Matrix - Escaping the Matrix - Breaking the Cycle of Reincarnation to a Prison Planet/Body - THEY RECYCLE YOUR SOUL - WARNING! The Afterlife "Life Review" Is A Trap! - When you die, should you go into the light?

Tuesday, November 16, 2021

The Creepy Haunted Trailer Story/Investigation


Pictured above is an anomaly captured on a motion sensitive camera trap. Here's the rest of the story...




THE CREEPY HAUNTED TRAILER IS THE PARANORMAL GIFT THAT KEEPS GIVING...---MORE 'BODIES' AT THE CREEPY HAUNTED TRAILER

Monday, November 8, 2021

Did the Celts or Druids Perform Human Sacrifice? And Does This Make Halloween Evil if So?

Halloween evil? No. More on that in a sec, but first we must dig into the nuance surrounding the first question... 

Sacrifices? The answer is yes, but voluntary and punitive would seem to be the two ways in which it operated. Their enemies also certainly exaggerated their rituals. So no, my dear dogmatic (watch the movie Dogma) Christians, Halloween isn't based on an evil satanic type of sacrifice where innocent virgins were thrown into a fire! 

Hallowe'en, as we celebrate it, was not a Celtic celebration. At the end of the growing season, the festival of Samhuinn - the Feast of the Dead - took place. It not only marked the death of the old season on 31 October, but the arrival of the new year on 1 November. As with other Celtic festivals, it was accompanied by the ritual burning of bonfires and other festivities. The beginning of the new year was also a time to ritually celebrate fertility. It has been recorded that, during the festival, Druids sacrificed animals, such as a male and femal bullock, in fertility rites and burned humans in large wicker cages shaped like animals. It is not known for certain if these human sacrifices occurred, as the veracity of the records is questioned by some historians. The earliest records were made by Romans, during their conquest and occupation of Britain and Gaul. The Romans had a vested interest in discrediting the locals and their practices. Documentation of the forced marches and pitched battles of Roman military campaigns was fairly reliable, but had their moments when venturing outside the military sphere. (Even old Julius succumbed to this, leaving a record of elk hunting in Germania that must have originated from a drunken wag trying to pull the wool over Roman eyes.) As Christianity became established in Italy and spread across Europe, its followers attempted to prevent the celebration of the existing, pagan, festivals.

https://www.answerbag.com/q_view/38755

The best archaeological data supporting Celtic human sacrifice is the body of the man placed in Lindow bog in the first or second century C.E. We actually have the body (well, most of it) so well preserved that scientists were able to analyze his stomach contents to discover his last meal (a partially scorched grain cake). Lindow man was almost certainly a ritual sacrifice; he was strangled, hit on the head, and had his throat cut, in quick order, then surrendered to the bog. This pattern fits the “three-fold” death referred to in medieval Irish tales. What’s more, the man seems to have been of high social rank, and a willing victim...

As for the evidence of Welsh and Irish tales about human sacrifice, the second branch of the Welsh Mabinogi tells of Efnisien jumping into the cauldron which brought the dead to life again, in an act of self-sacrifice which destroyed his life, and the cauldron.

In East Yorkshire, at Garton Slack a young man and a woman of about thirty were found huddled together in a shaft, a wooden stake between them pinning their arms together; the woman was apparently pregnant, since a fetal skeleton was found beneath her pelvis. Presumably the two adults were ritually killed for punitive purposes. 

Now, do I condemn the old sacrifices and instead accept the sacrifice of Jesus, yes. But running around doing ghost hunting as a test of the idea that the veil is thin between our world and the next isn't demonic. See this post for more on that concept:

Does the dark work with the light? Are ghosts just masquerading demons?

Laughing in the face of death, honoring the spirits of dead ancestors and saints, and watching horror movies and going to haunted house attractions to enjoy the calorie burning adrenaline of safe danger, is just plain fun. 

As is candy and costumes. So chillax ya'll and have a Happy Halloween every year with no fear!

Sunday, November 7, 2021

DR. STEVEN GREER ALIENS EXIST!


More videos you may want to watch:
HAUNTED GRAVEYARDS: DEMONIC GRAVE STONES, COLOR & SYMBOL MAGIC, MASON CODES
https://www.bitchute.com/video/9GaTVRcUjOjs/

At about 1 million views this message was censored on Tik Toc. So here it is. Powerful.
https://www.bitchute.com/video/g0l19ggKYKC1/

Forced Organ Harvesting: Tribunal Estimates Organ Trade Worth $1 Billion per year
https://www.bitchute.com/video/uF2aNv2lVASB/

Russ Dizdar passes. Demonic possession is real and he knew it firsthand.
https://www.bitchute.com/video/fRtQT2v7Ooom/

The Alien Invasion Hoax
https://www.bitchute.com/video/W8JBlrEuP7Da/

So far 13 pilots that we know of have died in flight. How long until a plane goes down?
https://www.bitchute.com/video/Ojbyi5RbBghD/

Controversial Documentaries That Were Banned - How Dare They Tell The Truth
https://www.bitchute.com/video/2gVurr3GL0RV/

Warning Graphic - Women with a coagulated nose bleed from the vax. Watch at your own risk.
https://www.bitchute.com/video/V93oRlh9X062/

A movie from 40 years ago telling about how they NWO will come about...how did they know?
https://www.bitchute.com/video/UaPzF5FFbzz4/

Crazy Mom Promises To Kill Unvaxed Once Her Kids Can be Vaxxed
https://www.bitchute.com/video/4eDjHDQtW626/

Lady Collapses After Booster Jab Ambulance Service Says They Are Too Busy To Respond And Hang Up!
https://www.bitchute.com/video/9BU3NMslgkcj/

These are the laws they are breaking and what rights they are violating. You need to know these
https://www.bitchute.com/video/S5lqqKKk0FhC/

More on the black eyed babies (Pandemic vaccinated babies)
https://www.bitchute.com/video/gjkzHY40LNua/

ARCHONS: THE FORCE BEHIND EVERY GOVERNMENT - This is who the "Deep State or "Shadow Government" is!
https://www.bitchute.com/video/a6mOD14kSwEz/

"I consider it Murder!" - A grieving father cries out to warn others about the bioweapon-vaccine
https://www.bitchute.com/video/3FgBR1QsIZxZ/

Doctor fired for giving COVID patients Ivermectin
https://www.bitchute.com/video/FNtl2KsqJvJp/

BREAKING: PFIZER ADDS HEART ATTACK MEDICATION TO VACCINE - CHILDREN ARE DROPPING DEAD.
https://www.bitchute.com/video/FuOoPNfK1U53/

Gene Decode & Dr. Northrup Discusses Detox For Vaccinated & Unvaccinated with Nicholas Veniamin
https://www.bitchute.com/video/LTIbdX7jaEYl/

Tesla car battery explodes in traffic in Florida. Looks like a car bomb went off. Blows car in half.
https://www.bitchute.com/video/tMp2Fg9fiRbN/

Former Employee/Whistleblower Says FEMA Will Kill You Humanely. And There Are Two Different Ways!
https://www.bitchute.com/video/a03D2GASWoQ3/

There is a living creature inside the vaccine. It is immortal. The "Hydra Vulgaris" See description.
https://www.bitchute.com/video/2EXu0Zb9xLWP/

Panic Buying- What to Expect The Next 3 Months (The Big Shortage)
https://www.bitchute.com/video/uoAq2DjOYj4G/

Hospitals Are Murdering People - A Personal Testimony
https://www.bitchute.com/video/hRPYNLKIo8aH/

Black Eyed Children born to vaccinated Parents, Human and Animal Hybrids and GMO Babies
https://www.bitchute.com/video/U07w1pM5zduw/

Yale Professor Dr. Rische - ''Be Afraid Of The Vaccinated''
https://www.bitchute.com/video/UqbzvozBAB7a/

NEWS ANCHOR'S SKULL SPLIT IN HALF, TORTURED AND KILLED BY PFIZER
https://www.bitchute.com/video/pfngzhqpnqde/

Amazon terms updates to include a paragraph about a ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE and there is more...
https://www.bitchute.com/video/PrnHatthXRoX/

CCP Party Members Discuss Vaxx Impact on US Military Saying that Everyone Vaxxed will die.
https://www.bitchute.com/video/qg7DGd9XffZA/

Monday, November 1, 2021

Does the dark work with the light? Are ghosts just masquerading demons?

This first one is a question I posed on the last podcast. The concept of the yin/yang suggests a wee bit perhaps. Note the dot of light in the dark and vice versa...


But the better articulated question is, are things that are called dark really just misunderstood/demonized sometimes? I think so...

According to the Catholic Encyclopedia, all gentile gods (pagan gods) are Demons, and for once they are correct. But the pagan Gods were all known to guide and assist their people in magical workings; never were they considered "evil" until Christianity took place. 
http://debunkingdeath.blogspot.com/2017/12/was-odin-real-person-is-odin-real-god.html

A somewhat related line of research that indicates the God's of the Greek pantheon are indeed mentioned in the bible. Some condemned by the creator as demons, others still being in service...


A dogmatic Christian criticism of the podcast posited that we were only dealing with demons in our paranormal investigating. Sorry, I don't do Dogma unless it's the movie. Goat herders 2,000 years ago did not have it all figured out and I believe our relationship with God is a personal one. I do do gnostic, esoteric, Buddhist Christianity though. Please Jesus relieve me of my sins as your fellow monks help others burn off karma sometimes! I'm a big fan of the ultimate death debunker...

But of course the Bible acknowledges the existence of human ghosts/spirits, it simply warns us of trickster spirits and the Devil masquerading as an angel of light...

When the disciples saw Him walking on the sea, they were terrified, and said “It is a ghost!” and they cried out in fear. Matthew 14:26 (NASB) The disciples are in a boat on the Sea of Galilee at night and Jesus is walking on the water. The disciples think they are seeing a ghost. The Greek word that the NASB translates as “ghost” is phantasma. It has the meaning of “an apparition, ghost, an appearance.” Now this does not prove that ghosts are real. But does prove the disciples believed in ghosts or spirits.

But this begs the question, if the Devil can dress up as the opposite cannot the reverse be true? Does a good Angel ever play a devil to wake somebody up to bigger spiritual realities?

Also, EVPs have been scientifically voice matched to deceased humans as far as proof...
http://debunkingdeath.blogspot.com/2014/04/undebunking-evps.html

BTW... The Freemasons pervert the idea of the dark and the light having a relationship in order to justify evil doings...

Saturday, September 18, 2021

Jesus statue moves its head during Catholic mass in Mexico


Michael B 1 week ago (edited) I love that everyone thinks they’re the smartest kid in the room by pointing out how it could be gravity lol Right, gravity is at play and there’s probably some damage to the plaster you can find if you examine after the fact. But I’ve also been around plenty of freakin statues & never once been lucky enough to witness them coming just loose enough to move one part - the head - very slightly, but not enough to fall or continue cracking slowly and become decapitated in a few hours or weeks. Let’s say this church has daily mass 7 days/week, this rare event occurred during the 1/24 of the time it would have an audience. It also occurred during the, what, 1-2 minutes of the service that the priest stands directly next to the statue while facing away. So that’s 1/30-1/60ish. So like a 1/720 - 1/1440 chance of that happening at that time? That’s without having any way of knowing the odds of the event occurring in the first place, especially in the way that it did! I mean yeah it could easily be a coincidence, there’s no special merit in figuring that out, but there’s no doubt that to just de facto assume that it can’t be anything but isn’t some intellectually rigorous analysis, it’s just motivated reasoning that gets a free pass because skeptics = super special awesome in 2021.

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Tuesday, August 10, 2021

Thursday, July 22, 2021

Monday, July 5, 2021

Ghosts showing up in and TAKING selfies!














'Paranormal Caught on Camera' Season 3 Episode 5: Rock legend's ghost, dead grandma's selfie make for chills This probably was the most vivid of the episode with hard-hitting evidence caught on camera



Dead grandmother's ghost 'took selfie to send family help message from other side' woman claims Terrified Gina Mihai, 34, believes the spirit of her deceased grandma is reaching out asking her family to pray for her















Ghost appears to photobomb teen's selfie - "Notice my son Kolton in the background and then notice the gentleman standing to his right!!!" Jessica posted on Facebook. There's just one problem with the man in the background. According to Jessica, he doesn't exist! (Gasp!) "Ya'll this gentleman was NOT with them today and there was no one else at these back ponds where they were fishing. The only people there today were Haley, Kolton and their grandparents..."

Tuesday, June 22, 2021

DRINKING WITH REPTILIANS CAN BE BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH - DEMON Jimmy C

 Jimmy C

Not my story. Source: /u/the_restlessartist (originally posted here)

TL;DR: Met a scary man named Jimmy C who knew everything about me, said he had planned to drown me in the ocean, and said something foreboding that has caused me to look at the license plate of every black Mercedes I've ever seen, even 10 years later. I thought I didn't remember it right, 10 years later my ex-girlfriend showed me her journal from that day - I had remembered it exactly right.

I met a "man" once who knew everything about me and said he'd jumped off the San Francisco bridge many years ago (even though I met him in Tybee Island, Georgia).

STORY (true): This has haunted me for a long time. I was about 19 or 20 at the time and I was living in Savannah, GA. I drank a lot (had a crappy fake ID), I worked this terrible job as a grunt laborer. The kind where you go to those temp labor agencies like AbleBody and LaborFinders. I'd show up at 4AM, work until 5PM, and drink myself to sleep after only taking home maybe $60 for the day.

I was supposed to go into work this particular morning, but I decided to skip (it's a labor agency, they'll just find somebody else). I call the girlfriend and tell her I want to go to the beach (Tybee). I had already started drinking.

She comes over, we hop in my big, ugly van, pack up some rods, and head to the beach.

I decided to have a drink across from the beach at this little bar. This is where the story gets interesting.

Shortly after ordering my drink, I get this really weird feeling. I became hyper aware of my surroundings.

The door opens, and I see this guy walk in out of my peripheral vision.

There was a seat between me and my girlfriend - but the bar was empty at like 9AM and he could have sat ANYWHERE ELSE - yet he chooses to sit right between her and I.

Then, he starts doing this thing with his fingers. The bar top was reflective. And he takes his fingers like two little legs, and starts just...walking with them "skating" with them on the top of the counter.

This isn't something out of the ordinary, but I took notice because when I was in school, I did that all the time. I pretended I had roller blades on my fingers and that I was skating around my desk. I hated school and was always distracting myself. So I became kind of mesmerize for some reason.

That's when he looks at me, and in this really think kind of...Germanic or "Nordic" accent he says, "I notice you're a man who pays attention to detail. I'm also a man who pays attention to detail."

Now, before I continue - I have to describe this guy. He had this short, spiky hair that was bleached at the tips, kind of like a late 90s style.

He had REALLY expensive clothes on. Like, a nice Prada leather jacket, nice designer jeans, really nice boots. He seemed like a kind of gay guy with awesome fashion sense and really distinctive taste.

I always remember this, because I think to myself, "Some weird homeless crazy guy COULDN'T have afforded those clothes."

Anyway, the other thing that stuck out was his eyes -- they were piercing gray. It reminded me of like a Husky's eyes, but his pupils just stayed this disturbing pin-point size. They were just extremely small, which caused his look to be kind of terrifying.

His teeth were normal, right? But not at the same time. I don't know how to explain it, they were sharper than they should be... as if they were filed slightly

His hands were normal, but his fingernails were slightly long and pointed, as if he deliberately did it.

He kept licking his teeth, too, as if he were salivating.

The thing about this guy is that, you look at him, and EVERYTHING seems normal, but off at the same time, so you're questioning if YOU'RE crazy for thinking this.

This guy, then begins to start talking about the relationship between me and my girlfriend, but really strangely. He's talking about how beautiful she is and how I should pay more attention to her (I was kind of a dick to her).

Shortly after he began talking like this, I had this almost "knowing" feeling come over me. Like... I knew this guy was not a human. I look at my girlfriend and say, "You need to leave."

She just kind of looks at me like she "knows" too - without a word of protest, she gets up quietly and leaves. Later I learned that she went next door to get a coffee.

That's when this guy, literally says to me with the utmost confidene - "You were supposed to go fishing today."

He points at the beach across the street.

"If you had, I would have drowned you in that ocean" and I shit you not he fucking HISSED.

Again, for some reason this overwhelming calm had come over me. I just ask, "Who are you?"

He answers back with this crazy gutteral language - like "ack back" but it was really long. It sounded Arabic or Hebrew or something? I just - for some reason without skipping a beat, and I have no idea why I was so calm to this day - ask, "say it in a way that I can understand."

He says, "You can call me Jimmy C. I jumped off the San Francisco bridge years ago. And we've been watching you."

From there on out he never referred to himself as "me" or "I" but only "we".

The conversation became something very strange after this. He was saying things like, "We see you taking a bath - we wish we too could feel the warmth of the water and the comfort of the steam" and other stuff.

He kept buying me drinks too - specifically whiskey sours. it was like he had an endless supply of money. He smoked Marlboro Ultra Light cigarettes.

After I don't know how long - because I lost sense of time kind of - I told him I'm going to leave. I walk next door, I get my girlfriend and she's stone silent.

We start driving home - don't say a word. Then I just ask, "Do you know what that was?" and she just says "That was a demon". This girl had parents that were scientists, she was really analytical, completely non-religious, and that was the first thing she said out of her mouth.

Now, I didn't say this part before, because - to me - this is the most important aspect of the story, so I'll say it now. Because it's what happened AFTER this that screwed me up for fucking years.

The last thing this Jimmy C. guy said to me before I left, is this.

"Look at my car"

I look outside, I see one of those newer Volkswagon Beetles. It was white.

"What does the license plate say?"

I look at the plate and it literally says, "Fierce".

He looks me dead in the eyes and says, "The next time you see me, I'll be driving a black Mercedes and the license plate will say Utopia".

Stupid, right?

That night I was still calm. I don't know why. I felt like that guy on Office Space after his hypnotherapist died right in front of him and he was weirdly zen.

But, my girlfriend started having terrible nightmares of this guy's head just staring at her in her dreams.

Weeks went by, and that's when the encounter started affecting me. I found myself becoming paranoid about that black fucking Mercedes!

Every black car I saw, I checked if it was a Mercedes, if it was, I immediately looked at the license plate. I started doing it when I watched TV or movies as well. I couldn't stop.

Now, I'm going to fast forward a bit. About 10 years go by... I'm 29 (so this is just recently) and, in silence, when I'm alone, when I'm drinking, I often think about this encounter. I still look at black Mercedes every time they pass, but I'm not so much anxious about it anymore, as curious.

And, I remember that my girlfriend at the time always kept a journal. By now I'm pretty sure that I'm insane, maybe I was drunk, maybe I'm not remembering any of this correctly.

After years of trying to find news articles of a "Jimmy C." that committed suicide of the San Francisco bridge, looking at black cars, and so on, I feel like I'd "grown out of it."

Yet, still, I had to know. So, last year I track down my ex girlfriend. We ended on bad terms. I find out she's a school teacher in Wisconsin, has married a woman, and is actually trying to have a child.

I figure she's not going to talk to me, but I send her an FB message anyway. I ask her if she can find the journal from that day, because I have to know if her events line up with mine.

Sure enough - she had it. And it contained even more detail than what I remembered, because she had literally written it at the coffee shop next door RIGHT after it happened.

 Here's what she sent me:

Notes on what happened at Tybee Island, GA on the first Tuesday in December 2005: Drove there during the day and the sunshine was getting me down - kept thinking about how earlier I had gone to [The_Restlessartist's] house after waking up there - and he woke up early, took a shower, came back and woke me up, acted very sweet. Then I went home, took a shower, came back to go with him to Tybee, and he'd gotten drunk already and was teasing me, being sort of an ass. I even threatened to go home once, but I stayed, feeling that I really should go to Tybee with him. But I was excited to show Tybee to Will during the day since I knew it well and he'd never seen it. He talked about how it all reminded him of his childhood as we drove through the salt marshes and over bridges - the sun, the palm trees. I'd grown up in fog. Got to Tybee and he wanted to get a couple of beers even though we had rum in the trunk. Well really the back of the van. The first bar we went to carded [The_Restlessartists] , and so we left, remarking that everyone in the place had given us strange looks as soon as we walked in. Went over to Fannie's a couple of doors down, all in the area of the beach by the pier. I decided I didn't want beer after all and told the woman I'd just like a glass of water.

[The_Restlessartists] had a PBR. Only cost a dollar. Noticed the VW Beetle (white) parked outside when I came in, but did not see Jimmy enter. [The-Restlessartist] pointed out a man sitting one stool down from me drumming his fingers strangely on the stainless steel bar, more like dancing with his nails, stretching his long fingers. Thought immediately that he was gay. [The-Restlessartist] and I watched and talked in whispers about it for a few minutes before he - the stranger - spoke. He first talked about how I had noticed him dancing with his nails (the words he used) then lookd at his nails, surprised, and said they look like shit. I laughed, getting a weird feeling about the guy. He then spoke about how it's important to notice details and he likes it when people pay attention - that he pays attention to everything - that he knows that I do too. His eyes are (some word I can't decipher), blue/grey, he has blonde hair and a narrow pointed nose above pale lips that cover crooked teeth, not very white, almost like fangs. His teeth are all I can look at until I look him in the eye, something I normally won't do until I know a person at least a little, and he seems to evade me.

He asks if I love [the_restlessartist] (doesn't use his name or mine). Without hesitation, I nod and say yes. He asks [the_restlessartist], "do you love her?" And he looks uncomfortable, laughs a little bit, says, "Yeah, I guess so." then the guy says that I am beautiful, that if [the_restlessartist] won't love me, unconditionally, as I do him, someone else will. He touches my hair and says that I am a creature of God. He then tells us that he walked three miles up and down the beach and it sucked... said some things about "God's green earth" ... told a story about a scorpion that asked a frog for a ride across a river... who then stung the frog, told the frog it was in his nature, and then they both enjoyed their last minutes of life because they both would then die. He told [the_restlessartist] he knew him and kept trying to get to him through me. He'd say "I'm not hitting on you girl," but continually told me I was beautiful. He tried to piss [the_restlessartist] off - kept saying that he knew him, said he is in his room at night, he's what crawls on [the_restlessartist's] back. Told [the_restlessartist] his glasses (the aviator sunglasses that I gave him) were cheap - that my glasses were perfect because I see through them rather than hide behind them. Then he said that I was perfection, that I was "one step away from becoming myself."

Earlier he talked about fashion - thought my glasses might be Armani, said Prada was his favorite person, when I noticed that his orange leather jacket had a red rectangle of fabric on the left breast that said PRADA.

He said to [the_restlessartist] that he knew who he was, to which [the_restlessartist] replied that he knew who HE was. The stranger left to go to his car to get money for more drinks - he'd offered to buy us all a shot of tequila and already bought [the_restlessartist] a beer. As he walked out he pointed to the license plate. His car was the white Beetle outside. The license plate read "FEIRCE." While he was gone, [the_restlessartist] asked me if I knew who the man was. I nodded, saying I had an idea. "Yeah, but you think you're crazy every time you think it, don't you." I was thinking the man was the devil or something close.

[then I wrote that I missed some things - here they are:] When asked where he was from, he didn't asnwer. We thought he could've been from Tybee, but he said he didn't live there. Asked him where he lived and he just started talking about his other car, a mercedez Benz with a plate that said "Utopia." Asked if he live din his car, he said no, "Utopia's doors are closed to me."

[the_restlessartist] asked him where he learned all he was talking about (he'd said he could speak 5 languages, English being the most important because it is "trained" and often spoke a few sentences in a language I could not recognize. And he said he lad live din San Francisco, where he jumped off a bridge and died.

This is the point where I told her to leave. That's when he said he would have drowned me in the ocean, started referring to himself as "we" and finally told me that the next time I would see him it would be in that black Mercedes.

When I read what she had written - literally THAT day - I knew that I wasn't imagining the details wrong. That this ACTUALLY happened. This is probably the single most frustrating and scary thing that has ever happened to me. i want to imagine it's just a normal crazy guy, but unless you SAW it and FELT it and heard him talk about all the little details of what you were supposed to do that day when only you knew it, you just can't understand the impact of it.

It's been 10 years, and my only solace really is that my ex-girlfriend was there to corroborate. That communication - where I reached out to her - actually caused us to be on good terms again after a decade. It seems to have been something that bothered her just as much as it bothered me. And still, to this day - even though I'm living 10,000 miles away in Southeast Asia. I can't stop looking for that car. I can't stop thinking about Jimmy C's twisted face.

I wonder if he's still "crawls" on my back, and if the fear I feel at night - often to where I must drink myself to sleep or find a one-night-stand just so I don't feel alone - is him, or "them", watching me.

EDIT: Somebody sent me a site where I can lookup California license plates (I tired this earlier in GA, don't know why I didn't try it in California). The license plate "Utopia" is registered to a Mercedes, but it won't say the color. I'm kind of freaked out to say the least: http://imgur.com/zoig3dR

EDIT #2: This is the site: http://www.vindecoderz.com/EN/California/license-plate-number-lookup

EDIT #3: Somebody found another more reliable source, still shows a 2000 Mercedes as having the license plate "Utopia" in California. Yet, this one had the vin number if anybody is good at looking that up: WDBHA29G7YA818700